hmn

I’m I love with this girl who is very sad
(Really I don’t understand why she has so much sadness in those eyes)
I try to remind her everyday that she’s beautiful
Even when she quiets forget
I try to remind her when she’s drunk
That without her my heart would quite break
I love when she smiles for small reasons
I love when she cries for a book
But she quiet forgets
She gets lost in her head
She has stories that would break your heart
You see, it happens once in a while
She runs, she’s lost, she’s scared, she’s too hard to herself

If only I could silence her fears
If only I could make her see what I see
But she always seems to forget
That behind those scars she is nothing but dust of stars
I’ll write her the prettiest poems
Until the pain is relieved
Until she smiles again
Because it is nothing, it’s just the expectations, the pressure
Nothing but a little emotional breakdown
She’ll be fine, she’ll be fine, she’ll be fine.
Tomorrow she will be fine.

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Sometimes I get sad like for no fucking reason and believe me I hate it! So I write love poems to myself trying to cheer me up with some self-love. I feel so stupid. i really need to put my shit together.